A KISS IN THE SHAPE OF A BULLET.

NINETEEN

2010-03-21T23:22:00.000-07:00

It Is 22nd Of March Today. I Woke Up 11am, Yeah That's Kinda Late Coz I Slept Late ^^. I Was With A, We Kept Our Eyes Wide Open, Stayed Late Up To 1am. We Talked About A Lot Of Stuffs Which Is The Usual Thing We Do. I Like The Fact That We Are So Open About Everthing That We End Up Opening About Things We Want To Clarify, Which We Don't Usually Bother Asking To Each Other For We Are So Busy For Some Reason. (giggles) We've Been Together For 4 Long Months That's Over A Hundred Days. Hundred Days Of Not Pure Happiness But I Can Say It Is FUN Being With Him. I'm Learning A Lot, From Words To Attitudes. (hey A, i'll be better, you just wait. we'll be great. i love you. ^^)

And It's Funny When It Comes To Topics Like Break Ups We're Just Laughing It Off. I Don't Know. Maybe That's How Much We Are Sure About Ourselves. I Feel So Light. Ooh This Is So Amazing. I Know Things Will Be GREAT. JUST WAIT AND SEE :)

(singing)

Last Score Of 2009

2009-12-31T07:35:00.000-08:00

I Dont Have Any Good Concept For This Entry.

So I'll Just Greet Everyone Instead.

Happy New Year! ^^

"It Is Never Too Late To Be What You Might Have Been."

Have A Great Year Ahead.

2010

HourGlass

2009-12-27T22:24:00.000-08:00

There Are Times I Rethink And Think A Lot. On Those Times, I See Myself, Not Only Myself But Also The Changes Happening Within Me. I Started Noticing Things Began To Turn Up-Side-Down, Before I Was So Impatient On Things, Very Short-Tempered Or Easily Angered, Before I Want Things Done My Way, Before I Always Want To Get What I Want, Before... Let's Just Say I Was So Immature. I Was Strong, I Believed I Am Strong, I Don't Fear Losing Someone Nor Leaving Them Behind In An Instant. I Am Not Scared Of Them Hating Me, Getting Mad At Me, Feeling Irritated And Annoyed With Me. Suddenly, Things Had Changed A Lot, Not Only Things But Also -- Me. Now, I Am Starting To Be Patient On Things, [But Waiting, No I Don't Think So, Maybe That's One Thing That Still Haven't Changed In Me], I Am Starting To Control My Temper, I Don't Actually See Myself Controlling It, My Emotions Itself Are The Ones Already Changing Which Is Kinda Weird, For Example: Instead Of Getting Mad Opposite Happens I Get Sad, Really Really Sad Which Results To Tears And Over-Thinking About Things. The Strong Me Suddenly Turned Out To Be Weak Now. Now, I Am So Scared Of Losing What I Have Or Whom I'm With. With Aion, I Get Sad And I Tend To Cry Whenever He Tells Me Or I Can See And Feel That He's Mad At Me, Irritated, Annoyed, I Am Scared Of Him Hating Me, I Am Scared Thinking That I'll Be Losing Him. The Thought Of Me Leaving Him Hasn't Entered My Mind Yet, And I Don't Even See It Entering My Mind Again. Things Really Turned Up-Side-Down, Maybe Before T'was My Time To Act Like That. But Know My Time Already Lapsed, The Hour Glass Has Turned, For New Things To Happen, Time For New Ways, And Time For The New ME.

"What's Yours Is Yours For A Reason.." - NYX

Glad To Have "A".

Rethinking The Cases

2009-12-12T04:21:00.000-08:00

For The 6th Time. I Entered A Relationship.

People Considered Me As A "Helpless Romantic"

For The Reason That They Believe

Everytime I Am In A Commitment,

I Am Always Considering That, THAT "Relationship" Is "The One".

Reason Why I Am Giving It My All.

Reason Why I'd Give Everything

Just To Make That Relationship Last.

I Don't Care What Other People Think About Me,

Though Sometimes I Realized They Might Be Right After All.

I Just Can't Understand Why, Why Am I Always Ending Up Crying.

Why Am I Always Ending Up Thinking, Rationalizing Things.

Why Am I Always Ending Up Like This.

I.AM.CONFUSED.AND.I.PITY.MYSELF.

November 6, 2009 With Aion,

I Am Observing How Far We Could Go.

I Am Avoiding The Wrong Things That I Did Before.

Let's See. We'll See.

[DOWN] -_-

Before This Day Ends

2009-12-06T07:37:00.000-08:00

6th Of December 2009
First Six, First Month

Again, A Very Great Day,
Though Near Farewells Tears Began To Exit Out My Eyes Again.
Two Things.
I Am Happy.
And At The Same Time I Felt Fear.

I Was Really Happy, Yet Again Negativity Screwed Up.
Fear Of Again Losing Another Chance.
Chance To Live Life With Someone Whom I Really Love.
Fear Of Losing The True Reason Of Happiness.
Fear Of Another Mistake. Fear That Those Fears Will Happen.
But I Am Trying To Conquer It All Up.
Trying To Win It All With Optimism.
Trying To Win It All By Believing.

After Of What He Said,
Fear Was Lost. Hopefully It Won't Come Back.
I'll Be Positive.

This Time WE Are Sure.
This Time WE Are Ready.
We'll Both Make This Permanent.
We'll Both Make This Possible.

Definitely THIS Is LOVE.

Hopefully HE's The Last

Hopefully THIS Will Last.

_AioNyx6_

Shortcuts Of Life

2009-10-26T01:20:00.000-07:00

Having Shortcuts Makes Everything In Life Very Easy.
If There's Something You Want To Change.
Just Press Alt + E. Viola! Changes Done.
If Only Life's That Magical, (sigh)
We Would Use Shortcuts That Are Used In Keyboards Almost ANYTIME!
Life Would Be So Great. It'll Be FUN.
It Hurts When It Sounds So Right But Suddenly You'll Notice Things Are Not Going Fine.
If I Could Just Use My Keyboard.
Ctrl + Z So I Can Undo All Of My Mistakes.
Ctrl + Y So I Can Redo Everything That Seemed Right All Along.
Type In The Correct Letters Until It Ends Up GREAT.
Ctrl + S So I Can Save And Stop At The Point Where Everything's FIXED.
No Mistakes. EASY.
But Before You Do That Make Sure Your KEY-Boards Plugged In! Hahahaha

We Are CHAINED

2009-10-24T21:25:00.000-07:00

We Are Chained.

Whatever Pops To Your Mind.
Same Things Pop Right Into This Head Of Mine.
Whatever Ideas You Have.
Same Ideas In My Head Are Being Carved.
Whatever Emotion You Feel.
Sure I'll Be Affected. My Heart's Not A Steel.
Whatever You Want To Do.
You Can Ask Me To Do It With You.
Whatever You Want To Say.
GOOD Or BAD,
Say Everything You Want To Say,
My Ears Are Lent To You Anyway.

See We Are Chained.
You Me - Me You.
Its Just Like Looking Into A Mirror With Your Reflection.

BUT If That Chain Breaks,
Sure It'll Bring Ache.
But Whatever Happens
I Know That Chain Will Link Again.

Tell Me, Do You Feel The Same?

Or You Think Now B1's Getting Insane?

B2, Are You Thinking What I'm Thinking? :)

If YES, Definitely We're CHAINED :))

Trivia:

Did You Know That B1 And B2 Are Computer Students? :))

My NEW POST Is About My BLANK POST

2009-10-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

This Is Weird.
I Don't Know What To Post.
I Don't Know What To Share.
I Don't Know What To Type.
I Can't Pull Off Words Out Of My Confused Mind.
So Guess What, Here's My New Post.
Post About My Blank Entry.
Out Of Nothing.
Out Of That Blank Window,
Funny It Seems That I Still Pulled Out Something FUN! :)

Illiteracy Sa Pilipinas

2009-07-10T22:30:00.000-07:00

NAGKAMALI O SINADYA?^^

PHOTOS CAPTURED BY: SHINJUAMEN

Ang TRABAHO ay TRABAHO [Metro pa-Gwapo]

2009-07-10T22:19:00.000-07:00

ETO ANG TAMANG GAWAIN NG MGA PINAGKAKATIWALAANG MGA TAGAPAG-BANTAY NG BANSANG PILIPINAS.

SALUDO KAMI SA INYO!^^

Photo Captured by: ShinjuAmen

MasterPeace

2009-06-12T05:41:00.001-07:00

Collage by: SHINJU

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2009-03-29T02:38:00.000-07:00

WHAT: PEARL'S DEBUT
WHEN: MARCH 20& 21, 2009
WHERE: AT ALLAN'S PLACE
WHY: BECAUSE I SAID SO. ^^

MARCH 20, 2009
BIRTHDAY NG UNICA HIJA NG
GRUPONG KAPPABLEZ AT
VIVA LA BANG PRODUCTIONS.

IT WAS JUST A NORMAL DAY BUT ALL THINGS TURNED OUT GREAT AND WEIRD ALL BECAUSE OF
THE KAPPABLEZ AND VIVA LA BANG BROS.^^

SO AYUN, DUN KAMI NAGCELEBRATE SA BAHAY NILA ALLAN SA BULACAN!
BYAHE FOR 30MMINS? TAMA BA? HINDI KO NA MAALALA EH NAHUMALING KASI AKO
SA SNAKE ROAD NA NKITA KO NA KUNG SAAN DUN DAW NAGJOJOGGING SI ALLAN.

THEN PAGBABA NG BUS LAKAD MODE SA ILALIM NG MATAAS NA ARAW!
PAWIS NA PAWIS NA NAGLALAKAD NA PARA BANG NAGAALAY LAKAD SA DAAN.
PATAAS PABABA ANG DAANAN KILA ALLAN PARA KANG NAGHIHIKING.
DAPAT ANG SUOT MONG SAPATOS PAG MAPAPADPAD KA DOON AY SPIKE SHOES!

AFTER 5MINS OF WALK-A-THON.
NAKARATING DIN SA WAKAS!
UPO AT TUMUTOK SA MALAKAS NA HANGIN NG ELECTRIC FAN.

BUENA MANO NGA LNG SI LEB SA UTOL NI ALLAN.
NAKATIKIM AGAD NA COMMENT.

"EMO DIN PLA MGA TROPA MO KUYA!"

TAS AFTER MAGPAHINGA DIRETCHO NA SI KUYA BRYLLE SA KUSINA PARA MAGPERFORM NG MASTERPIECE.

KALA MO NASA "IRON CHEF AMERICA" KA.
TPOS ANG LUTO?
**** ANG SARAP! MALILIMUTAN MO EDAD MO. LOL
AYUN PULANG ADOBO DAW SABI NI RAMON.
ADOBONG MAY PATATAS AT CARROTS!
PERO MENUDO TALGA YUN. ^^ HAHAHA

TPOS ENJOY PA KASI MAY STUDIO PLA SILA ALLAN.
NAMISS KO HUMAWAK NG GITARA.
SARAP TLGA FEELING PAG TUMUTUGTOG. AHAHA

PERO DA BEST PARIN TALAGA SI RAMON SA PAGDDRUMS!
GANUN TLGA PAG INLAB MALAKAS HUMAMPAS KALA MO MAY HAWAK NA SINTURON NI HUDAS!

TPOS AYUN INTERNET SA PC NI ALLAN KANYA KANYANG OL NG MGA YM.
TAS KANYA KANYA RING TRIP YUNG IBA NAGPPC, YUNG IBA NAGIIHAW NG KATAWAN AY NAGIIHAW PLA NG BABOY PERO MAS MALASA PA SILA SA MGA INIHAW NILA, MAY MGA LOVERS NA NAGLUTO PATIKIM TIKIM HABANG NAGSSWEET SWEETAN [CHEF BRYLLE WAG TAMAAN!] ^^, YUNG IBA NAMAN TAMANG PAPAK NG ULAM, AKO SI TIKIM NG LUTO TIKIM LNG PERO NAKAPLATO AHAHA, YUNG IBA NAMAN TULOG, YUNG ISA MAY BAONG RUGBY AT PINK NA TOWEL SA GILID NAGPAPAKA-HIGH. AYUN KANYA KANYANG TRIP.

TPOS AFTER 1 HOUR NA-READY NARIN UNG PAGKAEN.

1 HOUR PREPARATION, 10 MINS DIGESTION!^^

AFTER NG KAINAN WALA NG MAGAWA SYEMPRE PAG KASAMA MO
BANG BROS HINDI MAWAWALA ANG INUMAN. PERO GOOD GIRL AKO KAYA HINDI AKO UMINOM KAHIT BEERDAY KO AHAHA.

AFTER NG INOM BAGO UMUWI TIME NA PARA SA KANTAHAN AT CAKE!

SA LOOB NG DILAW NA KAHON NAKAPALOOB ANG MATAMIS AT MASARAP NA KEYK NA BINILI NI TMARK PARA SA LAHAT! LAGAY KANDILA KULAY PINK PA, TAS KANTA NG WALANG KAMATAYANG "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" TAS WISH, PIKIT TPOS 'WOOOF!' IHIP NG KANDILA. TAS PICTURE TAKING. TAWANAN. SIGAWAN! HARUTAN! BASTA MASAYA TALAGA UNG ARAW NA YUN!

LAHAT YUN NANGYARE DAHIL SA MGA DUMALO AT TUMULONG.
MASAYA TALAGA.
KAYA SA MGA NAKAALALA, PUMUNTA AT GUMAWA NG PARAAN MARAMING SALAMAT!
NAGING MASAYA ANG BIRTHDAY KO KAHIT WALANG 18 ROSES, 18 CANDLES, SCENTED INVITATIONS OR TALL CAKE AS IN NOTHING FORMAL! THE BEST! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

SPECIAL THANK YOU'S TO:

*ALLAN:PARA SA HOUSE RENTAL^^
*BRYLLE:PARA SA PAGLUTO NG MASARAP NA PULANG ADOBO
*MARK:PARA SA VIVA LA BANG CAKE
*REN:NA NAGING TANGGERO(*kahit napadaan lng para bumili ng YELO*)
*REG & HER JOWA:FOR DROPPING BY
*ZEUS:FOR BREAKING MY BDAY CANDLE
*LEB:FOR JOINING THE INIHAW BOYS
*MAV:INIHAW BOY DIN
*BRYLLE:INIHAW BOY DIN
*TMARK:INIHAW BOY DIN
*PAUL:FOR THE ENTERTAINMENT
*JARHEAD:FOR JOINING OUR GIMIK FOR THE FIRST TIME
*KIM:FOR PROVIDING THE DIGICAM
*TEP:FOR PLAYING A LITTLE SOMETHING AT THEIR STUDIO
*VIVA LA BANG PRODUCTION:FOR MAKING ALL THINGS POSSIBLE!
*AND FOR THOSE WHO REMEMBERED! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

PamBANSANG Pera!

2009-02-21T17:02:00.000-08:00

HELP SPREAD THE HUNDRED.^^ COME JOIN THE MOVEMENT. TAKE A PICTURE OF YOURSELVES WITH A HUNDRED PESO COVERING UP YOUR MOUTH. THEN SUBMIT IT TO nyx18@hotmail.com. THANK YOU.

ALLAN LACABA

BRYLLE LLANTO

LEB MANGENTE JR.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BE ONE OF US! WAHAHAHA

"SPREAD THE HUNDRED" by: shinjuAMEN

|Pearlple|Head|Hundred|

What Are The Good Things We Get From Reading Books About Technology

2009-02-13T02:32:00.000-08:00

"What Are The Good Things We Get From Reading Books About Technology"

This Topic Should've Been My Topic At The Extempo Competition Last February 11, 2009, 1PM At The HR Function Hall At STI COLLEGE FAIRVIEW [College WEEK]. BUT. I Didn't Show Up! Why?? Because I Made A Wrong Piece!
Well, Since I Didn't Present My Speech On Stage I Don't Want It To Go To Waste. So, I'll Just Post It Here Instead.

[The Correct Topic For The Extempo Speech Competition Was:
The Relevance Of Book Reading In The Age Of Computer Technology]

OK Here It Goes......

Technology is now a vital part of our lives based on our generation today, and obviously technology has a great demand right now and every human in this world is witnessing the great changes happening in our world all because of technology.

So, to start off with my piece, I made up an acronym that will summarize up my speech. The word I used is LIFE. L-I-F-E.
These letters have their corresponding meaning.

Starting off with letter L - which stands for the word LEARN.

In reading books about technology, people will get the chance to LEARN. Which for me is the first step. [Everything starts from LEARNING.]

Next is I- which stands for the word INVENT.

After you learn and absorb what you have read, develop and apply what you have learned. Test yourself with an INVENTION.^^
Challenge yourself to make great new things that technology has brought you.^^

Letter F- stands for the word FUTURE.

OK, after you learn and had gone through inventing, you will be ready enough to face the new things and tests that you're going to encounter in the FUTURE.

What you have learned and what had come up with your inventing depends on the future you will have.

Last letter, which is E, stands for the word EVOLVE.
[or simply EVOLUTION]

Come up to think what the world would be without technology.
The world would've not evolved if it wasn't because of technology.

Notice the evolution of our world, and notice what technology has done to our world. It transformed it into another level of place to exist with.

So, to sum it all up.
The GOOD THINGS WE GET FROM READING BOOKS ABOUT TECHNOLOGY :
* We LEARN.
* Get the chance to INVENT.
* Have a great FUTURE.
* And EVOLVE.

In Short, we get L.I.F.E. Thank You.^^

COMBONATION++

2008-12-29T07:54:00.000-08:00

MULTIVITAMIN C.

BAGONG GAMOT.
EPEKTIBO. MABISA.
DAHIL SA PINAGSAMANG LAKAS
NG MULTIVITAMINS AT VITAMIN C.
BILI NA SA MGA SUKING TINDAHAN.

AVAILABLE AT ALL LEADING DRUG STORES.
PER DTI-NCR PERMIT NO.03201991
SERIES OF 2008.

AKALA NG ATE KO PAGKAEN EH

2008-11-30T06:23:00.000-08:00

Isa pa sa mga kapalpakan ng ate ko eh ang pagkain niya o pagtikim ng HAND SANITIZER.
[Tama ang nabasa mo.]
Grade 3 kami nun sa Roosvelt College Cubao.
Igno lang talaga siguro ate ko sa mga bagay-bagay kaya nung nakita nyang
may hawak na cute na botelya ang kaklase namin dali-dali syang lumapit at humingi
ng kaonti.
Napansin daw niyang parang may masarap na nakain yung nagbigay sa kanya ng misteryosong liquid.
Akala nya ay pagkain yung pinatak sa palad nya.
Kaya walang alinlangan nya itong dinilaan.
[Warning kadiri ang parteng ito at marahil masama na ang mukha mo ngaun.]
Pagtingin ko sakanya......
Tumakbo agad siya sa banyo at nagmumog na parang nagtoothbrush ng 30mins.
Saka lang niya naisipang itanong kung para saan yun.
Saka lang din nya naisip kung gano siya katanga.

[Oo, korni nga] eh di wag kna magbasa ng blog ko! Amp. Hahahah
Wala na kasing maisip na topic puro ate ko ang SUKI.
palpak kasi. WAHAHA

BLOOPS. SPOOFS.

2008-11-29T23:19:00.000-08:00

Marami nakong narinig na mga nakakatawang bagay na hindi naman joke, naririnig ko yon sa mga kaibigan ko, kapatid, kaklase, kamag-anak, kaklaseng kinaiinisan, pamangkin at sa iba pa.
Ok GAME.
Umpisahan ko na ang super JOKE nila na para sakanila eh HINDI JOKE.^^
Una, san ka nakarinig ng Basketball Team na ang pangalan ay "Piston-Rockets?!"
Note: Nung nagsabi nyan ang yabang pa ng tono niya at nagyabang pa siyang marami siyang alam sa NBA. [ Hay kayabangan nga naman]
Eto pang isa, yun parin ang nagsabi, karugtong to nung kwento nung revised team niya.
Gusto daw nyang player si "RICK" Hamilton.
"RICK" daw kasi RICHARD HAMILTON daw ang real name.
[Kawawang bata puro yabang lang ang alam]
Next bloops!
Di ko na kkwento iisa isahin ko na lang.

*New Tube [You Tube dapat ]
*Malesa [Lamesa dapat ]
*Bong Baway [Boy Bawang dapat ]
*Hang Feet [Hang Ten dapat ]
*"Ito ang Lipad" [ Sa Cossak yun, "Iba ang lipad" dapat ]
*Paepasi [ Pepsi dapat ]
*Holley Hoop [ Alley Hoop dapat ]
*"Ten lang pesos?" [ "Ten pesos lang?" dapat ]
*Pambango [ Pabango dapat ]
*Cherry Blusoms [ Cherry Blossoms dapat ]
*Hendy Men [ Handy Man dapat ]
*Avalon Zoo [ Avilon Zoo dapat ]
*Chikoshi [Chicosci dapat]
*Pisis [ Pisces dapat ]
*Traysikol [ Tricycle dapat ]
*Viagra [Bisagra dapat] Note: Ate ko nagsabi nyan! LOL
*Purfekt [Perfect dapat ]
*Lip Shiner [ Lip Shinner dapat]
*Automaclly [ Automatically dapat ]
*Beef Stick [ Beef Steak dapat ]
*Technical Pencil [ Mechanical Pencil dapat]
*Absorbic Acid [ Ascorbic Acid dapat] Note: Ako nagsabi nyan hahaha!
*MultiVitaminC [Combination ng Multivitamins At Vitamin C. Pauso Ng Tito Ko! BILI NA KYO!]

_END_
Wala nang maisip.

USAPANG KENDI.

2008-11-29T23:09:00.000-08:00

Hmm sino naman kaya ang naginvent nung NOUGAT at WHITE RABBIT?
Nagtataka kasi ako kung bat sila gumawa ng
kendi [WHITE RABBIT] ng pwedeng kainin pati balat?
Ganun na lang ba kaadik ang tao sa produkto nila at ginawa nilang [edible] ang balat.
Isipin mo kasi, balat na nga lang hindi pa pinatawad at nakuha pang kainin.
Eto pang isa. Yung NOUGAT.
Ang kendi na MALA-HOLLOW BLOCKS ang tigas.
Hinahanap ko nga ngaun yung instruction kung pano ito kainin.
Kung ibeblender ba,
Kung mamartilyuhin ba,
O tititigan lang hanggang malusaw.
Kaso kahit san ko tignan wala tips o hints manlang.^^
Siguro ginawa lang yun para sa mga walang ngipin.
[sisipsipin lang nila hanggang matunaw]
O baka naman ganun lang talaga yun.

NO KAIN. NO NGUYA. NO KAGAT.
NOUGAT! ^^

PAKE MO. INAANTOK AKO.

2008-11-29T22:49:00.000-08:00

Masdan mo ang mga pasahero ng mga BUS.
Ordinary man o Aircon.
Napapansin mo?
Yung mga tulog?
OO, sila nga.
Taka ka kung baket?
Wala lang^^.
Nakakatawa lang silang tignan.
Pansin mo karamihan ng pasahero tulog.
Iba't-ibang itsura, iba't-ibang pwesto at position ang makikita mo.
May nakanganga.
May nakatingala.
May nakayuko.
May humihilik.
Saka meron din namang nagigising gising dahil sa biglaang preno ng nagmamaneho.^^
Lalo na pag ordinary bus.
Kadalasan pa nga nakalabas ang mga ulo ng mga pasaway na mga antukin na yan.
Magigising na lang sila sa harap ni SAN PEDRO.^^
Magigising na lang sila sa tilaok ng manok nito.
Talagang dun mo mapapatunayan na pag ang PINOY pagod at inaantok,
wala na silang pakialam sa kung anu mang maging outcome ng mukha at itsura nila.
At kung anu mang maging reaksyon ng mga makakakita sakanila.

"WALA KAYONG PAKE! EH SA INAANTOK AKO EH!"
-Juan Dela Cruz.

_END_

PINCH ME! I'M NOT AWAKE! LOL

2008-11-27T01:31:00.000-08:00

Badtrip. Argh. I have this very irritating dry cough which was itching inside my throat for a week now. Hmm. Today, I'm in the mood of talking about something that I've longed to share. It's about a dream which was kept and preserved inside me.

PINCH ME. I'M NOT AWAKE!

When will I gain confidence?
When will I be confident enough to perform?
[Yikes I don't even know if it'll happen] LOL

Well, I've got this skill [naks naman!] that I'm hiding for TWO years now.
Problem is I can sing. But I can't tell myself that I can!
It is my dream to perform live on stage. Sing in front of a large crowd.
But. BUT! I lack of confidence.

Two consecutive opportunities and chances came.
Unfortunately, it didn't happen still.
There were two bands who invited me to join them.
And they want me to be their "lead vocalist".

You can already guess what happened!
I rejected their offer.
I refused. Becccccause.
I'm confused, scared and I'm shy.
I'm scared of critism. LOL

I know. I know. I can't blame those who wouldn't appreciate me.
Well, maybe its just not for me.
You know what I mean? But It's really one of my dreams. Maybe. Someday. Soon. I wish. Haha
[gulo]

There's just one thing that I'm putting inside this head of mine.^^

"You cannot please EVERYBODY. If you try to please ANYBODY.
You'll end up pleasing NOBODY."
- Pearl

I have already composed my own songs, I think I have 10 songs here with me.
And whenever I'm bored, I tend to sing my originals. Haha^^

HOTDOG SA BUTIKA

2008-11-26T23:10:00.000-08:00

Iba naman ang topic na ididiscuss ko ngaun. Medyo nkakatawa naman. Saka ko na tutuloy yung mga tanong sa utak ko pag may naisip na ulit akong bago.
Dito naman tayo sa mga kapalpakan ng mga tao na ewan ko ba kung bakit nila nagagawa.
Note:TRUE STORY ITO.

Ang title nito ay "HOTDOG SA BUTIKA".
Oo, nagsimula yan sa ate kong Top 2 sa klase.
May tindahan kami nuon at nagtitinda kami ng mga shakes, pizza, hamburger at footlong.
Sa kasamaang palad, naubusan kami ng hotdog at saktong dinagsa pa kami ng mga gutom na gutom n customers.
Kaya napagutusan ang ate ko na bumili ng hotdog.
Malapit lng kasi ang palengke samin. Walking distance.
Lumabas ang ate ko pagkakuha ng pambili ng hotdog.
Laking gulat ko nang dumiretso sya sa katabing BUTIKA ng aming bahay.
At kataka-taka din kung bat dun sya nagtungo. Lumapit ako para pigilan sya.
[PARA IWAS PAHIYA BA KUMBAGA.]
Pero, huli nako. Kasi nasabi na nya sa tindera ang linyang ito
"Ate may HOTDOG po ba kayo?"
Natawa ang babae. (Natural! san ka nga naman nakakita ng butika na may panindang HOTDOG??!)
Sa panaginip siguro oo. Pero in REALITY, wala.
Gamot lang ang binebenta ng butika at wala sa bokabularyo ng gamot ang HOTDOG!
Kaya sa mga Top 2 dyan este sa mga may tindahan dyan at nagbebenta ng futlong.
Siguraduhing ang uutusan mo eh alam kung san nabibili ang HOTDOG. (at hindi yun nabibili sa BUTIKA!)

BOW.

Contained AFFECTIONS. Contained EMOTIONS.

2008-11-26T01:08:00.000-08:00

It all starts with the so-called "introductions".
Meet HIM, Meet HER, blah blah.
Hi's hello's, eye-to-eye connections.
Then you'll get the chance to meet.
Know each others name.
Then right after,
You'll start to know each other well.
I've noticed,
In just a glimpse I've lost SOME,
but on the other hand,
I've also gained SOME.LOL[ang grammar!]
a loss of ONE in exchange of NEW ONES.
Still I'm happy, 'coz I'm [really] enjoying my life
right now because of those
"new ones" that I've mentioned earlier.
Dont have much time to specify 'em all.
[You know who you GUYS are^^]

Another lover LOST. Another lover CAME.

But this time its a bit weird I may say.
I just can't explain why.
Its just a matter of loving each other,
having NO COMMITMENT at all.
In other words,
I'm in a situation right now wherein
"I" or should I say "WE" are in a state of
containing our affection in a transparent jar.

Keeping "IT" contained. Keeping "IT" preserved.

But we've already admitted to ourselves
that we love each other.
And that's what matters most.
That's what is important.
That's what is significant

According to the quotation.
it says:
"hindi lahat ng nagmamahalan kailangan may relasyon"
WELL to tell you frankly,
there's a part of me that disagrees,
also there's a part of me that just painfully accepts
the TRUTH and REALITY.
It's just not the right time I think, for US to be [ONE].
[The question is,"Will there still be a right time for us?"]
I don't have any idea. I'm confused.
I don't know if,
if we're going to contain this feelings forever. [???]
or
"how long are we going to be in this kind of situation?"
but this doesn't mean that I'm complaining.
I'm just letting my emotions burst into typing.
so I could spit it out of my thoughts
not through my mouth and specially not through my eyes.
I'm done with that. [done with the crying thing]LOL
After all, I don't have any reason to cry.
[Kumbaga,WALA LANG TRIP KO LANG MAGLABAS NG SALOOBIN DITO]
I just want to express. So that later,
or the day onwards I would feel slightly enlightened.
Less stress. Free to enjoy and laugh.
I dont want to express this "stuffs" through any other means.
But only by the means of typing. Typing out what i feel.

Yah I know its kinda korny.
Lets just put this into perspective.
Try putting yourself in the shoe of the blogger[ME] haha.^^